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Donny, this morning I read these words in a devotion that I believe applies to your prayer walk in our "Decision Making" you spoke of. "A good decision you make today, however small, may set you on a path to accomplish something very important. A bad decision, seemingly minor, can lead to serious failure for loss in the future." In my own life I've made decisions over the years in the flesh and didn't seek the guidance or the will of God. Those decisions didn't always turn out so good, but not so bad either. When I did let God guide me and set the path, almost always those decisions turned out the way they were supposed to.

To be perfectly honest, right now, I'm trying to literally keep my head above water. I'm mentally exhausted from my job. Not from my faith. I want to make sure that is known. My faith is ever so strong, but the job situation has caused me to be mentally exhausted by the end of the day. We've undergone quite a few changes at work, and one last week hit the team of six of us pretty hard. So I'm not in this by myself. God is always there. There are five others besides myself in the same boat, but it has caused an increase in our work load. If it were up to me in the "flesh" I would love to walk out the door. But through daily scripture and daily prayer from myself and others in the community, God will guide me through all decisions I know. I'm honestly doing my best as my responsibility as God guides me to be there for others, but right now, I'm so grateful for the outpouring of prayerful support within this community.

I don't have one specific local friend that holds me accountable, but you, these prayer walks, God, my faith, and this community all do. That's what I appreciate. My responsibility is first to obey God, trust Him, and have the faith that He will guide me through this. I've been through similar situations such as this before, but it gets to the point at my age, when is enough, enough? Right now, I do not have a clear conscious or guidance to make such a bold decision, so I feel it's best to stay the course and trust God that He will guide me through this. The bit praise in all this is I believe the team I work with, most of them have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. We can talk about that with one another, so honestly I'm eternally grateful to them and to God that I have that. Change in life and the job is inevitable, but I'm doing everything I can to trust God through this. I am mentally tired at the end of the day, but each morning, I'm praying and I am in God's word. I will not let Satan take that or my faith away from me. That I do know. Some things may have to be set aside temporarily, but not my faith and trust in Jesus Christ. Thank you for letting me share. My responsibility is to obey God first, and let Him guide me to whatever and wherever that is. Donny, thanks again for #51. May God bless you, and thank you again for your prayers.

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I was where you are a couple of years ago. My job was killing me. I wanted to quit but felt I had a lot of reasons not to. It took nearly a year before God basically hit me over the head and said it was time. I know you will listen for His voice and know when the time is right for you.

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Thanks Cathey! I know he will like everything else he has done. He never fails! It’s getting close and it’s like tying up some loose ends do to speak. Best way I know how to describe it. Little hard but that’s life and I’m not by myself here. That’s for sure. Like you said emotions come and go day by day and all I can do is trust and have faith God will let me know. He will for sure!

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And just so you know, letting go of that job even though I didn't have a next plan was the most freeing thing I've ever done! I hope when the day comes, you will feel that, too.

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I think I will. Hope it will be sooner than later but a few things need to be ironed out first. All in due time and God’s will! Thank you Cathey!

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Hey anne

Well, I have the head of a researcher - lol - and these days I found myself thinking, if we look at the biblical characters, we will hardly find a retiree – lol.

So, I went to research and found in the scriptures - numbers 8:23-26 - an orientation related to the age of starting and ending work obligations, but what I found really cool about this passage is that those who "retired" could support the Levites younger, probably in an orienteering activity.

Another lesson I saw in this scripture is that we must not stop working, after all we have a mission to fulfill which is to serve the kingdom of God.

Take care and remember don't demand from your body and mind beyond what they can offer!

You remain in my prayers!

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Thank you Angela! Never want to retire from life and God’s work but from Accounting, I think God is definitely preparing or there’s a process God is preparing me for beyond this current job. It’s a day to day thing right now, but God will show me. He never fails.

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That feeling you described of the light in the trees and the bird songs is my very favorite way to start the day. Creation is so amazing and inspiring. I'm not one to hold onto "things" tightly so I don't have trouble giving what I have to others. I would say where I struggle more is with my time. I tend to be pretty fiercely protective of my "me" time so even though I love being a helper, I might at times hesitate to drop everything to go lend a hand. I'm convicted that it's easier for me to throw money at something than to show up and do something concrete to make a situation for someone better. I do think we're called to be our brothers' keepers. God put us in relationship and Jesus showed us what that is supposed to look like. If I want to be more like Jesus, I need to not be selfish with my resources OR my time. I know what God wants and I just need to be willing to be obedient when he puts opportunities to help a brother or sister in front of me, not when it's convenient for me, but when he wants me to go. Beautiful spot today, Donny. Thanks for sharing it and your great questions with us.

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Cathley, God is so wonderful with me that even though I live in a metropolis like São Paulo, I wake up every day with hummingbirds singing, they go to the planter I have on my bedroom window, it's so beautiful!

Well, I was thinking about what you said about being attached to things, I'm a bit like that, I have almost zero attachment to money, but I have things I like to have... almost contradictory, isn't it?! But, this is my fight.

For this reason I am always meditating on this scripture: “Turn my eyes away from useless things; make me live in the paths you have laid ′′ - Psalm 119:37.

God is amazing, He knew our limitations, so he established spiritual growth as a maturing process that happens throughout a lifetime of relationship with Jesus.

I pray to God that each day I grow a little more and get closer to the character of the good Samaritan.

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I'm so glad you have hummingbirds! They are special little creatures and something about them makes my heart happy.

I really appreciate what you shared here, especially the part about God knowing our limitations and that He continues to grow us in our areas of weakness. So true! Sanctification is a lifelong process!

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Thank you Donny for taking us along with you on this beautiful walk in a gorgeous setting. I could smell the spring air! For me the subject of giving and helping others became clear in my early years of being on the receiving end of gifts, support and help from many caring people. For me once I put the fear, reservation and apprehension of giving money, time or energy aside and replaced it with trust and the promise that God would take care of me the opportunities to help others appeared before me. Throughout my ever increasing years God has taken care of my needs, not left me wanting and placed opportunities in my path that blessed me in my giving. It is much like other parts of my prayer life, ask and the way will be shown. God has a way of pointing me in the right direction, even in times when looking at my finances or comfort zones that my human nature wants to put up the STOP sign. Lol. Thank you for your inspiration and prayer walks that help me realize how blessed I am. Blessings on your continued journey. Psalm 37:3-5 is my husband’s favorite on this subject.

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May 11, 2023·edited May 11, 2023

Linda, You must be a woman of great faith and prayer to be confident in saying that you have given up all your apprehension about giving and directed your energy into trusting that God would take care, WOW. This is wonderful!

I love Psalm 37, especially verse 5.

Your faith and testimony is uplifting!

God bless her!

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Thank you Angela. I give all the glory to God. He is the one who over and over and over again blessed me. I love reading your replies to people. God bless you.

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Amen! I join you to glorify God for his infinite goodness and blessings received daily!

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May 10, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Donny once again your prayer walk it home with me and had me crying cause for one about the beauty that GOD has made when my son was small he would see the sun coming up or just different things and he would ask how people don't believe in God? I just told him I don't know cause when we look around every day we see what GOD has made 🙏❤️ next responsibility my adopted dad didn't have to do what he did for me and my son but his thing was he always looked out for the under dog so now that he is gone I try and do that 🙏🙏 at work I have helped people pay for different things cause they didn't have enough money but I still need your prayer or help me understand why every time I think money wise I am getting ahead something else comes up now it's my truck more money on top of what I already owe I know that he says about us working and Lord knows I do that got that from my dad as well and I don't like asking for help 🙏 please let me know what you think and of course please please keep praying for me Donny your prayer walks help me and bless me in so many ways 🙏 Thanks again for what you do and for all your prayers 🙏🙏❤️❤️

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Thank you for sharing Robin. May I ask what "getting ahead" means to you? Getting ahead of what or whom? What do you believe you will feel when/if you get ahead?

Will "getting ahead" lead you closer to God and loving others?

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May 10, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Donny just wanted you to know that I just got my truck back and it was only $93.00 and I thought it was going to be be $300.00 GOD is so so good I just just need to keep reminding myself of what I do have and how far I came from 🙏🙏 Thanks again for your prayer walks and for me looking at myself better 🙏🙏❤️❤️

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May 10, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Well getting ahead to means to be able to pay my bills and not depending on others other than GOD and it's so funny cause I posted pictures of my house and it was GOD was telling me look what you have and don't worry what I don't have and look how far he has brought me and my son 🙏🙏 so I guess God answered my prayer 🙏🙏 Donny that's why I love your prayer walks cause they make me really look at myself 🙏🙏❤️❤️

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I'm glad you heard God leading you to be thankful for what you have.

I understand not wanting to "depend on others other than God" and yet it's important to remember that God often uses "others" to bring His blessing. 🙂

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May 11, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Donny just wanted to thank you for taking time to talk with me it means Alot to me 🙏🙏

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May 11, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Yes but my whole life even when I was a kid I basically had to take up and depend on myself 😔 I am praying about it and asking GOD to help me with this and some other things 🙏🙏 but I just wanted you to know that your prayer walks have really been a blessing 🙏 Thank you for what you do 🙏🙏❤️❤️

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Morning, Donny ~ I have been feeling guilty lately. My Step-Nephew Daniel Klopp, who was a devoted Christian missionary, passed away recently from a disease he acquired while being “responsible” for hundreds of youth in Las Lomas, Peru. He was only 47 and had given up his wife & children, his comfortable life in the US to start two non-profits – Voices4Peru and Truth in Christ Ministries -- to serve impoverished kids in Peru. He often reached out to me and asked for money to fund his pre-school and his youth soccer team there. Many times I contributed, but there were others that I thought, “Is this guy nuts?!” I lead a life of service, but is it enough? I would never be as committed as Danny. ~ Jan xoxo

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Thank you for sharing Jan. I don't know the whole story of Danny but I am certain. God Calls a man to love his wife as Christ loves the church that He gave His live for her. He also calls a man to raise up his children in the way of the Lord.

Leaving them to "serve God" seems like a contradiction. Considering staying with his wife, loving her and raising his kids IS serving the Lord.

God calls ALL people to love Him, love others (including our enemies) and go out and make disciples. How that looks? I think it differs from person to person and how the Lord has gifted us. Though it is difficult not to, comparing is unwise.

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Jan, I can’t get Donny on the ap either. I don’t believe God wants you to beat yourself up over this. Your relationship with God is good when we give things like this over to Him. Be willing to forgive yourself.

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Thanks, Lucinda ~ I'm working on it. xoxo

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It’s so sweet to trust in Jesus. It’s so sweet to hear your prayer walk in the morning. What I loved about this was I listened to Pastor Steven Furtick this morning about whose standards am I trying to live up to and follow? Then you followed with who am I responsible to and for. How blessed it is that God spoke in unison through both of you. I try to search out God’s heart for me in the morning as to what He requires today. I’m responsible for my brother and I’m to search the scripture for His standards not the world or its standards. Just like Micah 6:8 says God has shown me what I’m to do which is to love Him and show mercy and walk humbly. I don’t own anything all I have is God’s and I will give it to give God the glory.

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May 12, 2023·edited May 12, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Unfortunately, unable to play the video. Praying for everyone in Alberta who are affected by the wild fires. Stay safe. 🙏🙏

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have you tried deleting the app and reinstalling it? if you have and it's still not working please contact substack.

That's what they asked me to tell any one having issues with it

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Worked. Thanks Donny. 🙏🙏

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May 12, 2023·edited May 14, 2023Liked by Donny Mac

Thanks, Donny. Will give it a go. 🙏. Looking forward to flying to Vancouver on Saturday 🇦🇺✈️🇨🇦

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Most interesting and appropriate questions. This is difficult to answer so quickly. However, Jesus said keep the commandments and feed my sheep. In this crazy period of history so many need help, but will they accept it? One can only try and see.

What the world needs now is God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. I really enjoyed the "thinking walk." Thanks, Donnie Mac

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Responsibility; when I think of responsibility I think of my kids and at times that scares me. It definitely keeps me seeking God cause many days I feel like a failure in that area. But I also know a lot of times that is satan putting thoughts in my head and I have to reject them. Because when I go to God and His Word He tells me I’m doing good.

When I think of other people: and selling everything; I’m not sure. I wanna say I would; cause I think it’s very cool how they took care of each other; like you mentioned, selling everything to help each other.

I love the beautiful places you find to do these prayer walks at. I’ve always wanted to visit Canada; not sure I ever will so in a way I get to see it through the prayer walks.

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